***
In pain and excited,
Exciting and tender,
I think I don’t care.
I know that I do.
So sad and so easy,
And funny, and scary,
I know I do care
It’s weird, I know:
My life is so long
And unbearably light,
But this is my life.
The snow and the night
Just wrapped me around.
So here’s my light
And my little Love.
Above and inside… 09.11.02
***
Quench my thirst with your words,
Through some stars like those crumbs
Let the world-Roller Coaster
Die out from us.
Just the summer so far
And below, and here
Endless, sleepy, and happy
The world will appear.
Tender waves are to cover
With foam. And air
Jollifies us with dreams
So incredibly rare.
And there will be together
In unstarted whatever
With accomplished – oh, never
Two of us just forever. 31.08.02
***
The wolrd is so clear.
So joyful, so dear.
It’s fast and it is
As young as the kids.
It’s playing the cities,
The business, the pities,
It’s here for reason,
So driven. So easy
It’s crying, it’s flying,
It’s wise and denying,
Forgiving and clever
And childish forever.
The scientist, the poet,
The tragic, the comic,
The dandy, the homeless,
The movie, the commerce,
Inspired, imprisoned,
For purpose, for reason,
It’s here forever.
We play it together. 20.02.2002
***
So I can’t sleep.
And I can’t feel the spring,
And I can not…
Whatever, never sing,
And I don’t fly,
Don’t fall
Into the dark,
I neither light
The candles and the sparks.
And I don’t smile,
But cry, oh, do I, really?
I do no longer.
But my soul is tearful.
And this is wrong,
So different, elsewise,
And fear and sadness
Resting in my eyes.
I can’t forget, I can’t
Yet I again…
Have lost again
My shining golden flow.
And life again is sad
And full of no’s
And you’re so far away,
But deep inside
I so believe in Spring,
My heart and Flight
And in my Love,
Which won’t be apart
When you come back
And open up your heart. 07.02.02
***
The daybreak was wrapping the air
With crystal and shimmering light.
Your coffee was smelling so fair
And morning was wiping the night
Away from the dreams. So transparent
Your hand was about to find
The heaven and silk of my hair
And warm up this moning insight.
The cheeks were incredibly tender
In touching when everything froze…
And wispering voil so slender
Was handing the clouds of rose. 05.01.02
***
I fell in Love –
On the sand near the water.
And I recognized your traces.
They led me to the house
Where you were sitting near the fire.
Three roads led to the house,
And I was afraid to come in,
But the fire heat was luring me.
And you noticed me in the doorway.
Suddenly everything
Became so little,
The stars got quiet, as the blue surf
We have lost in there
Alight with the day in the darkness
From inside oand outside – nowhere.
And only the sea water wispered
That we were together forever. 30.01.02
***
You’ve penetrated through the stones into the water,
You’ve wrapped me with the fog,
Shared with me your freedom
And left me on the shore.
Dissolved in the sunset surf,
Outringed as an intractable echo,
Whispered that have stayed with me
As a white frost on the snow.
You’ll recognize me at dawn –
Bright gold of the sun in the skies
And then you’ll melt as a playful ray
On my pillow when I awake.
You’ll never melt inside of me
And will never forget me, dear,
We are two clowds on the top.
Let us be forever. Let us be. 29.10.02
No responses yet